almost well i almost called you almost again you have no idea what i've just through been a major personal vietnam there oh you have no idea how compulsion forced me and made me want to see you i know it's the wrong thing to even call you even if i'm having fun because you know what we've been through and i know what we've done i guess it's my turn to walk now cause you're not calling back i guess you don't need me now there's something that i lack maybe my deplorable lack of real concern for what you say that you need you tell me all about what you want the hunger you must feed and i almost called once again now but you know it feels so good defeating that personal demon i thought you maybe would have understood and i think i'm finally getting stronger now after all this time i can even see the day ahead when i won't have to climb up your special little social circle where everyone's cooler than me the day I finally think i'm just as good as i needed to be copyright c. 1999 joseph herbert